Jia Ren’z Rantz..

Datuk Hishammuddin…..u did the right thing by apologising over the keris incident..I totally support your cause….but WTF abt Muar UMNO…asking him to resign??? I guess that sums up the attitutude of the Malays…wait…thats SO wrong ….its only couple of black sheeps that have tarnished UMNO and the Malays…so if u guys out there are having preconceived notions abt Malays being freakin narrow minded and not being able to accept apologies over their mistakes ..YOU are mistaken..in fact to clear things up…I suggest that the chairman of UMNO Muar or whoever the dummy that suggested Datuk Hishammuddin resign…quit the party immediately….What sorta crappy attitude are u guys displaying to the public…with Malaysia a multi-racial country …..we cant afford to have dummies like u guys around…GET LOST MUAR UMNO!!!

    Even though my current schedule is hectic and every second is precious (its SWOTVAC-The week b4 exams) I feel compelled to share with whoever is reading this abt how life can be just so unpredictable …and how sometimes circumstances in our lives can have unpleasant twists .

     It happened around 5-7a.m. on a Saturday morning in college (International House Melbourne). There, in the ping pong room lied a bottle presumably containing dishwashing fluid,cleaning powder,some other material and some kerosine with a radioactive sticker stuck on it .Around  7 am, a staff from IH spotted the bottle thru the foul , pungent smell emitted from the bottle …and to a certain extend..maybe overreacted…..anyway..the alarm was set off…students from 2 blocks (Wardham and Clunies ) were evacuated…..

            Moments later 4 to 5 firetrucks were at the scene…the police were also present….more interestingly , the ppl from the Hazchem(Hazardous chemicals) department and Biohazard department were also present..I for one sadly was not present at the scene when all the commotion happened as I was sleeping soundly in Scheps which is kinda isolated from the main blocks…my lovely missile silo like building…..According to the students at the scene, they were interviewed by the police…and escorted to another building (Hilda Stevenson) for some time while the investigation was on going . OK, picture guys cordoning off the place with police tape… and also guys dressed up in full chemical warfare gear around International House…..my fren also said that he saw a couple of guys with Geiger-counters going around sweeping the place to check if there were an radioactive material around…u all know the story ….they obviously found nothing and the culprits eventually owned up to their “crime”…the twist in the story is that even though it was supposed to be a prank on the other students….the guys involved….my frens were the ones who were Punk’d in the end . They were taken away by the police..interviewed and yeah had to face the humiliation from their fellow students in IH. To be honest they were kinda shaken by the whole incident…who could blame them?? I would be too if I were interrogated by a couple of Aussie policemen…

     I bet if this were to happen before 9-11….none of this would have happened….probably a police car or 2 would have stopped by and the whole situation wouldn’t have been thrust into turmoil and over blown into the mess it currently is…..SO….Thought your prank was cool??? Thought it topped all the pranks  in the world???….then go look yourself in the mirror…. smack yourself in the face and read this blog again……dude the only way u could have conjured something equal to this, is if u were totally nuts and went around the shopping mall with an AK -47 and plutonium in your pants…and then again ….maybe u ARE capable of that…hehe…you nutcase….

      The point is , those international house students didn’t know the graveness of their actions.Yeah maybe they were kinda foolish and their joke was a little out of place….but wat the???…….Even to me now I have to say I would have felt a little hard done by life and by the police…..after all they didn’t have evil intentions of killing or even harming ppl…wat atrocious crime did they commit?? It was just a joke to relieve stress…to shed some light and probably joy into the lives of some of the stressed out zombie students…their intentions were good , but because of a twist of fate..I shall no longer be able to meet and share the moments we had together as International House students….all I can say is that I am gonna miss u guys …..u guys will always be remembered not just for the incident itself but for showing us …or at least me what our world has turned into. .…the amount of insecurity the amount of fear and tribulation our world has been tossed into…..if I were to blame anyone I would blame the instigators of terror and fear - terrorist and all those who seek to kill and destroy….not only are your bombs and your selfish desires directly killing and ruining the lives of innocent ppl ,but your actions are also indirectly…..affecting and destroying the lives of many others…ppl who have no intention whatsoever of harming ppl ..…ppl who even had good intentions at the back of their minds…so if u are one of those out there who are yearning to cause harm and destruction…I blame u for everything and indeed I feel sorry for u …..cause hatred is a poison that kills and devours u ……

       So remember this……the “War on terror” is not just America’s war ….its our war……it affects your life more or less whether u realise it or not (like not being able to bring your nailclipper on board the plane ???)…so wake up….TERRORISM stinks…it sucks…..still don’t care abt it?? Then I guess u just wasted 2 minutes of your time…but then again maybe  your time isn’t worth anything to the innocent ppl who have been affected by acts of terrorism around the world or even to me……So lets try to make the world a better place yeah???…lets STAMP out racism…violence…and self-centeredness…terrorism….like how switched foot put it blatantly in their song “Politicians”…maybe its time we pledge allegiance to a country without borders …. A country without politicians that seek to harm and destroy ppl of other races and other religions….seeking their own selfish gains….

      To all the terrorist out there….stop wasting my oxygen and water…get a life….and may God help you….

      To the guys that left IH…..take care….u will always be remembered…..

ATHEISM - "I don’t believe this shit"

AGNOSTISM- "Can u prove this shit?"

RASTAFARISM- "Lets smoke this shit"

NEW AGE- "Visualise shit happening"

HEDONISM- "I love it when shit happens"

SHINTONISM- "You inherit the shit of your ancestors"

CAPITALISM- "This is MY shit"

FEMINISM- "Men are shit"

EXISTENTIALISM- "What is shit anyway?"

MYSTICISM- "This is really weird shit…"

VOODOOISM- "Shit doesnt happen - we made it happen"

DISNEYISM- "Bad shit doesnt happen here"

COMMUNISM- "Lets share our shit"

CONSPIRACY THEORISM- "THEY shit on us!!"

PSYCHO ANALYSIS- "Tell me abt your shit"

DARWINISM- "Survival of the shittiest"

AMISH- "Modern shit is useless"

OPTIMISM- "Shit wont happen to me"

STARTREKISM- "To boldly shit where no one has shit before"

SHAKESPEAREAN- "To shit or not to shit ,that is the question"

ACUPUNTUARIST- "Hold still ,or this will hurt like shit!"

DOG- "I just shit in your shoes"

CAT- "Dogs are shit"

MOUSE- "Oh SHIT!!, a cat!!"

HAHA….hope all this to be politically correct…"excrement" brightened your day….hehe…

Even as i sit here typing away…deep down in my heart i know i have a more noble ….a more fulfilling calling….and more rewarding task to accomplish ….or IS IT ???!!!!……….yeah even as i sit here…with fear …trepidation….a trobbing headache….fatigue….i know i must go on…because….Thats right ppl….even though i always seem like the tough @$$ thats always telling ppl that studying is for sissies..hypocrite little me..cause..its 5.30a.m. Melbourne time …and yeah thats wat i am doing now….not at the moment of course…taking my precious study time to impart a few words of knowledge or total rubbish to u ppl out there…..back to the topic…wat the Flipping use are exams???? how can they affect you??? wat is the purpose of all the endless toiling???? let me state my case smack down in your face….

1.YOU study like crazy…putting in 100% giving your best…..but then …u still got crappy results….and then there are times when u thought u wasted your study time away….doing a bunch of nonsense…but yet u still managed to do better than the rest…( WATS up with that ???)

2.YOU work like a horse…YOU put in all the late night effort…YOU spent every moment trying to cram stuff into your God given brain….*TAmbah minyak* in your studies and all those ……u know wat i mean …and then that "smart Alec" beside u scribbling away in his/her exam paper only studied the night b4…and guess wat…he even did better than u!!!! MUCH better in fact!!!(Where’s the justice in that ???)

3.Are exams even enough to prepare us for the working life??…just reflect on your last exam….wat do u actually remember from all those endless cramming of information??? yeah at that time it seemed pretty cool to remember all those information…it probably even made u feel "smart" in some ways cause u knew stuff…but then….right after the exam…u let loose…u set your mind on cruise control …down the path of relaxation…and guess wat… in 24 hours….u forgot 70% of the stuff u spent 4 weeks trying to remember….(Ironic aint it??? oohh….yeah …the statement is TIGHT but its RIGHT…..accept that fact of life!!!)

4.Or then again..u might fall into my category…u are a habitual last minute-leave it till the day b4 -know that if u dont start now u are probably gonna screw your exam bad but still are reluctant to start ….kinda person…well yeah then i guess u would feel not only a sense..a sympathy but empathy for wat i am going thru….

  More often than not…i KNOW i need to study ..i KNOW i need to put in the effort..i get all pumped up ready to start my mission…to STUDY!!!! ..but then again….the sinful nature of man creeps in…yeah the devil throws in a spanner to my lofty and noble plans…yup and then the circle repeats itsself…like a broken… stuck record that keeps playing the same section of the song again …again..again…and again….i sit for my exam..try a little harder…but yet not enough…. screw it up… cry… blame everyone including myself…and then i get a hang of myself..and prepare myself for another repeat of that endless dreadful cycle…a cycle ..a repeating loop….like a ‘for’ loop poised for infinity….like in programming…ish….but i still try my best to break free from this bondage…..

  Who can blame me….???? who can say i am at fault ??? i did try harder..maybe still not hard enuff…so think abt it…if our students lives are all just based on senseless studying….wouldnt it suck BIG TIME???….guess wat folks…there is a purpose to it all this…i strive not like a academically deranged student striving for a string of A’s…..no i study for the one thing that matters the most to me…NOT Arsenal..yeah…i do it for the Lord Almighty….who died for my sins….yeah corny as it sounds…but if i were studying for MYSELF….if i were studying just to satisfy my parents…peers….relatives…to meet the lofty expectations of those around me…i would have thrown my notes into the bin….set textbooks neatly in a row, dosed lighter fluid drenching them and create a pretty big bon fire…..sounds kinda neat though….but yeah thats why i go thru this mess…this is why i stay up late…thats why i try to do well…even though i mess up sometimes….even if i dont do well and stuff i aint afraid..cause when i fall HE picks me up and sets me on my way….

  Yeah …the cycle might not have been broken yet…i probably will still mope and whine abt my exam results….*havent even sat for it yet* …but i know i wont give up…i am gonna press on beat this exam to the ground …dont waste so much time writing dumb blogs..blah blah…..oh yeah….it may take me a while…but by the grace and strength from my God….u can be darn sure i am gonna triumph one day…..so yeah…i guess exams have sorta screwed my life up a bit..messed up my daily routine….its not a waste…cause after every mistake …a lesson is learnt…and i guess thats all that can be said….

  Dont let anyone tell u that God doesnt love u ..HE LOVES U…regardless of whether u are a scholar or a flopper academically….DO religion…*Christianity*…hehe…..it keeps u sane….and it makes your life whole….well at least for me….:P